As it should be and as it will always remain....I am my own worst enemy. I'm my harshest critic and I strive to be nothing less then great, and damn if I don't keep getting in my way. Years have gone to waste and for that now I repent on that sin alone.....fear of myself and my surroundings. Lately, I have been striving for a better reality outside of my dreams. Lately, I have been succeeding in my goals a little at a time....and the more I make this reality come to fruition, the stronger I become. Walk the talk Ms Thang...and they will follow. Now the question remains....how much do I want or need.....*they*....as much as *they* need me. I'm still a kooky ol' fag hag tho...golly! ;)