Sunday, November 10, 2002

Slow and Low, that is the tempo! aka: Sugar Blues & Java Jive Stew So, here's the thing.......when your not hopped up on caffeine & sugar and don't spend endless hours swilling down bottles of wine, chatting in chat rooms, I'm finding you get stuff done! So far I've read a ton of books, organized de library Cupie, I've rearranged all my furniture, painted some tables, sorted through the piles of *stuff*, discarded tons of "I may use, read, give this some day", I've done all the laundry, donated the clothes I don't wear (I'm sure a third world country is blessing me now). I went through all the art supplies and organized them as well, actually still mid project on that one and after I'm done with that, I'll alphabetize or alphabeticalize as my college educated boss might say, my CD collection. I even managed to make some jewerly in the midst of all this. The madness!!! I always say I'm gonna git my shit together and never do, usually it's a distraction of the male persuasion or a party, or sheer laziness, ack. I am damned and determined to change my wicked evil patterns....jesus, humans are one fucked up entity. I really don't want to toss another chunk of moola towards therapy, been there done that. I think I'll just walk with my eyes open, make better choices and keep on this health kick for the remainder of my life. Life is so short and this past week with the passage of my fathers best friend (a crazy fuck with a good heart of course ;) ) I'm reminded of how quickly time passes and how I don't want to keep struggling and being a banana head. If I'm gonna be likened to fruit, I'd wanna be like a pear....varying in taste, texture, color and sweetness...slurp! Alrighty, where'd that come from???? Ok, so I'm still embracing my insanity...woohoo. Worktime, cya!