Ok, you'll be happy to know that I can publish again. The little orange button came back, so I can assume since it's Friday internet traffic is down because everyone is out partying. I am not partying this evening as I am at one with my fucking inner goddess, I'm losing blood vaginally as I type this....LMFAO. I ache from head to toe and have had little or no desire to be in an upright position for any length of time. I get up, vacuum, pass out for two hours. This is my latest attempt at being upright........It's hard being upright, I might go lay back down, I think I'm sick or perhaps it's a blitzkrieg of neurosis. Aren't ya glad I can publish again?