We ponder as we wander......*gettin' jiggie wif it*....yo.....(me, honky :D ) Anyhoo, where was I......oh yeah, in my twenties I studied as many religions as I could searching for something to fill my soul., no religion was safe...lol. I was thirsty and wanted answers to everything, but ultimately my foremost questioning was geared to the existence of God. "Why?" is all I asked and upon receiving no immediate answer from above I looked to science for the answers, trust me, I know a lot of nothing and a little of everything, and what sated my cravings was Carl Sagan and his book Contact, it gave me great hope and a belief in the power of the infinite until my thirties hit. My thirties started out with high drama and a traumatic breakup and since that hideous part of my life has past, I've floated until I found Dianetics, NOT, I kept searching. I don't deny the existence of God, but I don't deny Buddha, Jesus (hehe ;) ), or say Bastet, hell ya gotta believe in something, eh? I need a rational explanation of how all this shit started, but all I get are philosophies, spew, rederick.....so I choose to follow the philosophy of Scott Adams, yes, the Dilbert dude, he wrote "God Debris" fascinating parable totally in mesh with my mind. I argue the 'free-will' section, but then I'm fucked up...lol! In all actuality the book backed up my beliefs. Belief, should never be discounted, take nothing for granted.
