Tuesday, October 07, 2003

Be a martyr or just look like one.........

Courtney Love has a new CD coming out this January. Courtney likes to celebrate her successes with self destruction and mayhem. Ms. Love embodies the true hedonistic elements of Rock n' Roll, and if she can take more than a 3 week celebrity rehab to realize she is worthy of admiration, she's worthy of love, she's a mother, a rocker, an actress, she has a new record deal with the balloon bitch, she's smart, though some say she's a khunt, she's genius and if she would only acknowledge that she's that she's cool and sitting at the cool kid's table, she wouldn't have to keep tormenting her freakin' soul.

I don't know Courtney personally, but she hiked a Newsweek from my store at the Columbia Tower the day after Kurt's body was found (her lawyer resided in the bldg). My employee's asked what should they do, I said let the bitch steal it, her fucking icon husband just shot his fucking brains out, let her have the fucking magazine and back to work we went. Paving our path's is hard work and only we are accountable for choices made, accountable for our actions. Courtney is smarter than she acts, she just hate's herself, sometimes she feels so god damned unworthy of what life has given her, even though she wanted it all, she did, but um yeah, maybe she wouldn't have had it gone to the far left of Rock n' Roll, but what is created from pain can be made in joy as well and, she just gets off on all of it, and someday that will kill her, until then, it's business as usual. Rock n' Roll Heaven can wait, get your ass to work bitch and stop worrying, I'll do that for you, I have some freetime in my 32nd life I can reserve to help you. Fuckin' eh, woman! If it's all too much for you, don't hesitate to find release in my history section. Thanks and have a Super day!